It's been a real long day for me. One minute is like a whole hour. The remnant of this week is a shame of the week that i had started on Monday - all cheer ful, ready for a fulfilling week.
Life sometimes hands us those dis appointment( the opposite of appointment) that you will never expect, or worse you wont be able to handle - like loosing yr love, your job or worse still being in a fatal accident. It's unfortunate that the things we read and hear we only think happens to other people but not us.
My life has been good , i have had a job that i love so much ,good friends and not so many bad incidents - except the bar brawl 2 weeks ago that almost landed me in the cell.
Today, the power of appreciation has downed on me. You have never really felt like quiting a job you love until the office politics get the upper hand of you. Wait untill you feel you are helpless then really it gets to you how office politics can mess up a good organization, team work and morale.
You may be the person who believes that money does not drive them. The reason you choose your job is because you liked it. You have put a lot of effort to be good and try daily to make it better. But eventually your hopes of recognition come crashing as the people who out smart you in office politics carry the day.
As a write my feelings today, i am not smilling. I wish that a place exist where there is peace, where people dont have to ride and trample on others to achieve. I posses that abundance mentality, that there is enough for all of us. I am not the competititve type, am not the winner takes it all type and coz of that am forced to give up a position that i love, a job i wake up every morning smilling, ready to take up the challenges it offers.
Who ever told me that life is unfair was not fair either.
Life is good
Life is hard
Life is cruel
Life is soo beutiful ( oh yeah???)
